…where the earth meets the sky…
AnqSahi Mystic Music
”It is the experience of seeing firsthand the reality of the Earth in space, which is immediately understood to be a tiny, fragile ball of life,
“hanging in the void”…
From space, national boundaries vanish, the conflicts that divide people become less important,
and the need to create a planetary society with the united will to protect this
“pale blue dot”
becomes both obvious and imperative.”
Ian O’Neill – Astronaut
…it’s pretty obvious..we are stardust…
Edgar Mitchell-Apollo Astronaut
today is Sunday the 16th August 2020,
and I am in the process of updating and restructuring not only this website…
but after I worked myself into a stage of a burn-out-syndrome,
also my life…
…a more detailed explanation will follow soon…
lots of love
29th September 2020
finished the love song ** ONCE UPON A TIME **
..had not intended to write a new song…
there are so many old composition and songs
I have to revive from their data storage life,
that just the thought of all the time and work this
will involve, makes me want to quit this occupation
…but maybe because we where in the sign of Libra,
the star sign of my beloved mother..
close to the full moon… there it was all at once …
..and took me through this ocean of emotions
and never-ending? sorrow..
5th October 2020
..out of the spell of the song..
..so many tears had to be shed…
for sooo many ~I love you~s~ that had not been said
13th November 2020
finished *From Sahi with Love*
could not take part in the
due to time-and location-differences
but working on this song, from Monday onwards,
catapulted me directly into
this festive space
An inclination to perfectionism is needed in art
not being able to stop working..
spending days, weeks, months on a project…
rejecting the bodies need to rest, eat, move..
leads to, esp when the result turns out to be crappy…
an exhaustion…I will try to describe now…
if for instance tasks the sizes of pebbles, on their own manageable,
keep on mercilessly adding up, and decide one day,
for not only humans long for unity,
to merge into one…
the feeling of finding oneself suddenly buried under the weight of a boulder,
I would describe the late stages of burn-out-syndromes
nobody knows nowadays how long it took to build Stonehenge
but everybody will agree that is was not done single-handedly
so trying to master all the things, that used to be done by several people before.. audio-engineering, distribution, etc..alone..
was doomed to go wrong
sick through overwork..?
the Japanese know what follows after the sickness:
which can be translated literally as “overwork death” is a Japanese term relating to occupational sudden mortality. (from Wiki)
The 3 decisions
I will have to stick to ~ to not die of
-I will only release songs (2 exceptions) if I have the money to have them recorded
mixed and mastered professionally
— I will restrict my work on the laptop/pc to 4 hour per day —
– I will leave things imperfect !!!
** ABSCHIED NEHMEN **
which means translated
** To Say Farewell **
was written last autumn, pre-covid 19, using a poem by
8th November 2022
wrote RAIN !!! on my calendar when the first heavy dark clouds..
filled with thunder and rain..
decided to release their precious content
on the drought stricken part of this earth..
no music was sweeter at that moment…
update: 15 th March 2021
..everything takes way longer then expected…sorry…
hope to record a song, where I used a poem by Rumi as lyrics…soon…
This being human is a guest house.
Every morning a new arrival.
A joy, a depression, a meanness,
Some momentary awareness comes
As an unexpected visitor.
Welcome and entertain them all!
Even if they’re a crowd of sorrows,
Who violently sweep your house
Empty of its furniture,
Still, treat each guest honorably.
He may be clearing you out
For some new delight.
The dark thought, the shame, the malice,
Meet them at the door laughing,
And invite them in.
Be grateful for whoever comes,
Because each has been sent,
As a guide from beyond.
* SONG for ANNA*
is one of three songs, not released, I wrote after the death of my grandmother Anna Elisabeth Eulitz
* HIMMELSTUEREN *
which means doors of heaven is the second and
* TEARS of SALT *
somewhere on a data drive too, the third
Tears of Salt
oh, heaven open & take my soul..
I’m drowning here in
my tears of salt…
Your gods toke from me..
the one I’ve loved most
they should have taken my life also..
my life also
I will try not to ‘genglisch’, means to think, and therefore write in a mixture of German and Englisch too much, but because I did not grow up bilingually, unfortunately, the Englisch on this site will be faulty and is for entertainment purposes only…lots of live & love